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Welcome to The Rat Queen's Court!

This is where you will find poems & my blog posts in which I probably talk too much about a certain Anonymous Other Dancer...

(if you, anonymous-other-dancer are reading this blog, uh, be warned i guess, i talk about you (anonymously ofc but still)... you know who you are...)


Sunday, July 28th, 9:33 AM

I have rebranded, I am now The Queen Of Rats

tags: #update


Sunday, July 20th, 4:25 PM

i hope anonymousotherdancer doesnt like, hate me now... (i havent seen her in months i am thinking a little irrationally)

tags: #rambling #crush-drama


Friday, July 18th, 12:45 PM

MORE ART!! (i havent drawn something that wasnt a vector in years haha i'm a little rusty)

plant that wants to eat you
person with cloud head
person with spiral head

tags: #creations



Tuesday, July 1st, 7:23 PM

NEW (and updated) ART ALERT!!!

Don Fox and The Arcane Circus poster, with gradients!
Arthur Phoenix and The Timeless Troupe poster

tags: #creations


Tuesday, July 1st, 7:23 PM

I decided to look at my rewriting/novelization of Don Fox & The Arcane Circus that I worked on a few months ago. It never got very far. But I have decided right now that I will write the entire thing, well-written or not. WE ARE BACK IN BUSINESS BABY!

Note from 12:27 PM, July 9th: Nope, never mind.

tags: #creations


Tuesday, July 1st, 1:49 AM

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa im going insane i need social interaction i have nothing to do i want to be at a dance competition

tags: #rambling #ballroom


Saturday, June 21st, 11:00 PM

its been a minute since my last post haha... i didn't actually have nothing to do this summer, I have a month of theatre camp instead of school (i have a week left oh no) and one of the shows i did was very choreography heavy so i still had something to keep me sane in place of ballroom. but now that show is done and i have just a week so i'm maybe going to post more of my school-deprived ramblings... i finished reading mistborn (after starting it like half a year ago lol) and i started the well of ascension (i have nothing else to do so i'll probably finish the entirety of at least era one this summer)

i will try not to combust w/o ballroom for the next like month and a half, also yes its embarrassing but no i have not gotten over AnonymousOtherDancer (i have realized how weird it might be that i even talk about her on this blog, sorry...)

I've been thinking about the work romance as a verb (if you don't know what I'm talking about it's like when in videogames and you flirt with npcs is where its used most of the time like baldurs gate 3 and stardew valley players use it but like i dont think (i hope) nobody uses it irl), like wdym your "romancing" someone thats strange. Like romance is a connection between two people not an action, but what do I know I am not experienced with romance, I'm experienced in having the most intense crush on someone ever, but not actually like having a romantic relationship (clearly) why am I talking about this on my public blog how did we get here what is my problem aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Can you tell I miss school?

tags: #ballroom #rambling


Sunday, May 25th, 3:28 PM

Also I made this clay creature yesterday:

A clay many-eyed purple cat with a pink heart sewn to its chest.

tags: #creation


Sunday, May 25th, 3:22 PM

Well, the school year is over... I ended up not giving the link to this website to anyone, but I did end up giving a not-very-well-written note to AnonymousOtherDancer (It went sort of like last posts open letter but I said the word wonderful way too much...) And I kind of sort of told her that I liked her in the note... And now I'm not going to see her for like three months, I didn't even personally hand it to her, I was going to, but then something happened so I kind of just put it on top of pile of stuff that was in her hands(?) and then it fell on the floor... and she picked it up.

Today's Feelings:

I'm oh so very bored because no school = no ballroom, and also a little embarrassed about how that "interaction" went because I have no idea about how she feels about the note, hopefully next school year isn't super awkward...

tags: #crush-drama #ballroom