Friday, July 18th, 12:45 PM
MORE ART!! (i havent drawn something that wasnt a vector in years haha i'm a little rusty)
tags: #creations
This is where you will find my blog posts.
Anyways... I had a test in my anatomy class and got every question right!
so... i read paper towns... it's ok i guess? it's main themes are good but a lot of things in it are unneeded and honestly kind of weird... also i'm probably going to stop posting about anonymousotherdancer now because i admit, that's honestly kind of weird as well... (i won't delete the old posts but now i'm going to stop talking about her on this public blog) instead of talking about her (on a blog she doesn't even know about at the time of this post. oh my god why did i do thissssssss) i'm going to actually y'know TALK. TO. HER. like a NORMAL. HUMAN. BEING. So this is the last you will hear of Anonymous Other Dancer, (unless you're one of my friends irl and if you're reading this you likely are, but my point still stands) while i'll still talk about my feelings (very carefully), i won't be talking about anyone else w/o them knowing, even if it i do it anonymously.
If you (AnonymousOtherDancer, who i assume you know who you are), are reading this, no matter how you found this website, whether i told you about it, or someone else did, I'm genuinely sorry that I talked about you this much, or at all even, and if you want me to delete the original posts, please tell me. (I believe they are all tagged with #me-being-hopeless) I wish I could talk about this to you in person, and i guess if I don't, you probably will never see this, but i hope you somehow do. (also it's not that many posts so I'm kind of overreacting but it's better to acknowledge those few posts rather than not at all)
And if you ARE LITERALLY ANYONE ELSE I am sorry that you had to read that....
tags: #me-being-hopeless #rambling #important-i-guess
i have returned to school, and i announce that i am still very hopeless around AnonymousOtherDancer... sigh
tags: #me-being-hopeless
i hope anonymousotherdancer doesnt like, hate me now...
tags: #rambling #me-being-hopeless
MORE ART!! (i havent drawn something that wasnt a vector in years haha i'm a little rusty)
tags: #creations
NEW (and updated) ART ALERT!!!
tags: #creations
I decided to look at my rewriting/novelization of Don Fox & The Arcane Circus that I worked on a few months ago. It never got very far. But I have decided right now that I will write the entire thing, well-written or not. WE ARE BACK IN BUSINESS BABY!
Note from 12:27 PM, July 9th: Nope, never mind.
tags: #creations
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa im going insane i need social interaction i have nothing to do i want to be at a dance competition
tags: #rambling #ballroom
its been a minute since my last post haha... i didn't actually have nothing to do this summer, I have a month of theatre camp instead of school (i have a week left oh no) and one of the shows i did was very choreography heavy so i still had something to keep me sane in place of ballroom. but now that show is done and i have just a week so i'm maybe going to post more of my school-deprived ramblings... i finished reading mistborn (after starting it like half a year ago lol) and i started the well of ascension (i have nothing else to do so i'll probably finish the entirety of at least era one this summer)
i will try not to combust w/o ballroom for the next like month and a half, also yes its embarrassing but no i have not gotten over AnonymousOtherDancer (i have realized how weird it might be that i even talk about her on this blog, sorry...)
I've been thinking about the work romance as a verb (if you don't know what I'm talking about it's like when in videogames and you flirt with npcs is where its used most of the time like baldurs gate 3 and stardew valley players use it but like i dont think (i hope) nobody uses it irl), like wdym your "romancing" someone thats strange. Like romance is a connection between two people not an action, but what do I know I am not experienced with romance, I'm experienced in having the most intense crush on someone ever, but not actually like having a romantic relationship (clearly) why am I talking about this on my public blog how did we get here what is my problem aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Can you tell I miss school?
tags: #ballroom #rambling
Also I made this clay creature yesterday:
tags: #creation
Well, the school year is over... I ended up not giving the link to this website to anyone, but I did end up giving a not-very-well-written note to AnonymousOtherDancer (It went sort of like last posts open letter but I said the word wonderful way too much...) And I kind of sort of told her that I liked her in the note... And now I'm not going to see her for like three months, I didn't even personally hand it to her, I was going to, but then something happened so I kind of just put it on top of pile of stuff that was in her hands(?) and then it fell on the floor... and she picked it up.
I'm oh so very bored because no school = no ballroom, and also a little embarrassed about how that "interaction" went because I have no idea about how she feels about the note, hopefully next school year isn't super awkward...
tags: #me-being-hopeless #ballroom
I DID IT! Last week I performed on stage with AnonymousOtherDancer, and I did not vomit on anyone!!! Or at all. I accidentally bumped into her on stage though 😳 oops... I might write this websites url in her yearbook so ummm I probably shouldn't write this if I don't want her to know that I like her but... I kinda do want her to know... (I feel like she already knows too) Also I had auditions today, but that's not as interesting as not vomitting on someone.
I'm sad because I only have four days of school left which means no ballroom, but I'm also a little giggly because I'm thinking about the performance.
tags: #me-being-hopeless #ballroom
I'm so tireddddd, I totally forgot about this site lol.
Today's Feelings: I yearn. That is my feeling. Yearning. Also AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I keep turning into multiple shades of pink around one of my ballroom teammates, I wonder how dancing with her on stage in front of an audience is gonna turn out probably not well she's like really pretty uhhhhhh why am i writing this? i am going to go implode now 💜
tags: #me-being-hopeless #ballroom
It's been a while since I updated the blog and so many things happened, I had ANOTHER dance competition, which was fun, I didn't get very far, but it was fun. The competition was two days long, it happened a week ago and I am still sore.
tags: #ballroom
I had a dance competition yesterday, and it was a fun time. There was a projection set up that showed who made it to the next round, which is normal, but I noticed that at the top of the projection was the top of the window that was running the software, normal, but that window decoration was the Linux Mint window decoration. Moral of the story I saw Linux Mint running at a dance competition, which is pretty cool.
tags: #nerdy #ballroom
tags: #creation #poems
I fell asleep at like 5:00 PM and I just awoke from my slumber and I feel even more tired than I did before
tags: #other
The recommendations page is up! Right now it only has albums and books, but it will get more types of media soon. I hope you enjoy my recommendations!
tags: #update
tags: #poems
The King Of Rats now officially has a button that is the right resolution! The recommendations page will probably go up tomorrow.
Today I will put a recommendation here. Song Reccomendation: "Rule #21 - Momento Mori" by Fish In A Birdcage.
I like it because of the funky-wunky instruments.
tags: #recommendations
I'm going to begin work on my recommendations page, I don't have a poem today, but I will tomorrow (maybe).
The recommendations page should go up later today.
tags: #update
i should probably go to sleep but i must continue working on this site. I. MUST.
tags: #other
I've decided that The Rat King's Court will also be the poems page. Here is the first poem.
tags: #poem
crap i think i made the button in the faq page too big and so it won't fit with other buttons oops. sorry guys
tags: #other
ooh i should make a recommendations page too, and an rss feed for this mini blog, but i'm too eepy to do that rn
tags: #other
I'm making this a mini-blog cause I don't know how to make a normal blog teehee
tags: #other
I started listening to I Am In Eskew the other day and I am OBSESSED it is soooo good. You should listen to it too. You should also listen to The Magnus Archives & Welcome To Nightvale. Listen to them. Thank you.
tags: #recommendations
this newfangled world wide web is very neat, i'll make the poems page eventually i promise
tags: #other